Sooo its been a while since i last posted. Should update some bits about my life so i'll enjoy reading them back. And to make sure i actually enjoy reading them i'll use 'proper' language this time and not immature speech like i did last time haahaaaah (you can see so from my first post lul)
Well currently in mid 2nd year of poly. How time flies (': (not). Graduation is definitely one of the things i cant wait for. But of course work life is not the only choice i have after poly. I bet i won't enjoy working as much as studying or schooling no duh. People will forever not be happy and satisfied with what they have now like if youre schooling you can't wait for the holidays and vice versa if you're on holiday and you're dead bored you'll be missing school oh so terribly (well for some i guess).
Anyway received my latest semestral results. And alhamdulillah Allah granted my doa and still has mercy on me, as i've passed all my modules even though i know i dont deserve it ): walakin Alhamdulillah (:
Have to work harder and be more serious pls allahua'lam if the same chances will be given to me next time. (felt exactly the same way during O level results)
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Life in poly is good. Alhamdulillah. I noticed that as different people go to different institutions and courses, and ofcourse meet different kinds of people, the challenges we face are also different. For example some of my friends are having problems with their classmates, lecturers and such.. While some are suddenly having doubtful thoughts about the course they're pursuing. But at the end of the day, we still have to remember that Allah won't test someone with that he cannot get through and overcome. The different problems we face everyday can't be understood by other people as they're not facing it themselves, but be sure that you know you can overcome this. All you need is sabr and have faith in Him (:
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Alhamdulillah i'm really glad and grateful to be where i am today. Leaving/graduating irsyad was one of the most life-changing moments ive ever had. Mostly because it taught me that i have to seek ilm at my own initiative as i'm not being fed like last time since im now in a secular institution. Sometimes though i do feel regretful that i continued in the academic stream instead of ukhrawi. But Allah has plans. Maybe if im in a different school or course i won't know the things i know today, i won't follow the path i follow today, and i definitely won't meet the people i'm close with today. Plus, i keep reminding myself maybe i'll get more rewards as the secular environment i'm in is more challenging compared to the normal islamic environment i once had. (not saying secular environment is better than madrasah if i could turn back time i wish i'm in irsyad now my friends, my asatizah ): )
Well thats all for now haha i keep updating and saving and i'll just forget about the post till what like the next year or something hahaha no im not exageratinggggg
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