Like you can't take the next breath no more..
Or you wont wake up the next morning and enjoy another day..?
Most of you have not /yet/ felt this way... and you'd think you won't want to.
But i guess /and must be certain insyaaAllah/, that these situations are your iman-boosters. Cos when else would you feel like doing more ibadah.. When else would you leave all the bad things you were doing... Of course when you feel you have a small limited of time left on this earth.. for which afterwards all your deeds will be accounted for.
But of course at that moment all kinds of weird and depressed thoughts are running through your mind. Why is this happening to me..? Am i gonna live tmrw..? You know, those kind. This is where you have to put your full trust in Allah, for surely He won't test a servant in which he can't handle. And also have in mind that this is definitely a blessing in disguise, insyaaAllah. You may not feel this way at that moment.. But afterwards maybe you'll realize He was just pushing you to do your best... To believe in Him... To have faith.
Cos that's exactly how i felt.
Keep in mind that there are far many people who are in worse conditions than you... So you should feel thankful and move on.
It also serves as a reminder that your time here is not forever. Do the things that can bring you happiness in the Hereafter.. for surely you'll regret if you get otherwise.
i hope the next time i feel this way i would read the rantings above and feel better afterwards, insyaaAllah ): He knows best.
