That moment.

You know that moment, when you feel like your body's about to give up on you..

Like you can't take the next breath no more..

Or you wont wake up the next morning and enjoy another day..?

Most of you have not /yet/ felt this way... and you'd think you won't want to.

But i guess /and must be certain insyaaAllah/, that these situations are your iman-boosters. Cos when else would you feel like doing more ibadah.. When else would you leave all the bad things you were doing... Of course when you feel you have a small limited of time left on this earth.. for which afterwards all your deeds will be accounted for.

But of course at that moment all kinds of weird and depressed thoughts are running through your mind. Why is this happening to me..? Am i gonna live tmrw..? You know, those kind. This is where you have to put your full trust in Allah, for surely He won't test a servant in which he can't handle. And also have in mind that this is definitely a blessing in disguise, insyaaAllah. You may not feel this way at that moment.. But afterwards maybe you'll realize He was just pushing you to do your best... To believe in Him... To have faith.

Cos that's exactly how i felt. 

Keep in mind that there are far many people who are in worse conditions than you... So you should feel thankful and move on. 

It also serves as a reminder that your time here is not forever. Do the things that can bring you happiness in the Hereafter.. for surely you'll regret if you get otherwise.

i hope the next time i feel this way i would read the rantings above and feel better afterwards, insyaaAllah ): He knows best.

Favs

Just some videos i've marked in my fav list. A definite must watch! :D

Travellers

Wishes.

• She wishes to be that girl who doesn't care what others think of her, cos deep down she knows she should only care about what her Creator thinks.
  
  
• She wishes to be that girl who doesn't follow today's forever-changing trends, cos she knows Islam is simple and beautiful.
  
  
• She wishes to be that someone who doesn't get worried about her future as she has placed her full trust in Him.
  
  
• She wishes to be the daughter who pushes her parents to Jannah with her as well.
  
  
• She wishes to be the sister that could take care of her siblings whenever they need her.
  
  
•  She wishes to be the girl who ignores all the heartaches she gets cos she knows the only one who takes care of her heart is Him.
  
  
• She wishes to be the girl that always has in mind that this world is only temporary, and is only a stepping stone to the eternal abode.
  
  
• She wishes to be the girl who is always patient and remembers to be patient when a calamity strikes.
  
  
• She wishes to be someone who could let go.

InsyaaAllah.

Boys. Guys. Men.

Lol strange topic haha but this thing's been bothering me..... awhile. Just cos of a message. Haaaah. And this serves as a reminder to me ofc plus i just need to write this down.

"I thought those feelings for you faded away but the moment i saw you, my heart skipped a beat, and the whole world stopped. That's when i realised those feelings were never gone, it was just sealed in this heart, silently."

Okay its a super cliche statement and no i did not experience this recently and don't even want to. Just felt it was somehow inappropriate idk. Cos seriously all these lovey dovey feelings you have for any guy (or guys) who are not even related to you seriously are from syaitan like seriously they're poke poke poking at you heart lol i can't stress this even more. You might think its 'something' but actually its not. One thing leads to another, so eventually having these thoughts and feelings would probably tempt you to like text the guy or something or even meet up with him. And ofcourse thats a no-no ): k asal i letak sad face hahaaah.
So what should you do? Yeap ignore these feelings straightaway... Just push it aside... Think its nothing, because it is. And because the only person you're allowed to have these feelings for is ofcourse, your halal hubby-wubby :D (k euw sounds weird).

Also, a wise senior (by 1 year only heheh) of mine once said: "If your heart is already filled with your love for Allah and Rasul (saw), how can you even have feelings or put a place for these non-mahram guys in your heart?"
Haha yeap got me thinking :'D

So like, yah.... Just... don't. Hahah. And again this is all just a reminder to me okaaaay
#nts